her short, succinct aphorisms
lacking titles, slant rhymes
"ambitiously classical for a Victorian girl"
reclused and reluctant
white clothing, somewhat a decided penchant
unorthodox
maybe a little deviant
she is my passion
a lifetime solace
my Emily Dickinson.
~ beautifulbruises©2012
Friday, September 28, 2012
Friday, September 7, 2012
Caffeine
gloomy sky morning
calls for a wee bit of contemplating
would be nice too for cannabis sativa
but hell, this organic herb is nonpsychotomimetic
breeds hypersomnia,, cause: idiopathic
I guess I'll settle with my cup of sugary caffeine
listen to weezer, survive Friday mundane.:)
~ beautifulbruises©2012
calls for a wee bit of contemplating
would be nice too for cannabis sativa
but hell, this organic herb is nonpsychotomimetic
breeds hypersomnia,, cause: idiopathic
I guess I'll settle with my cup of sugary caffeine
listen to weezer, survive Friday mundane.:)
~ beautifulbruises©2012
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Home
"I'm home."
Ironic how I often say these words
Like I have fully grasped its meaning
Is it nothing more than these structure,
Walls, windows, and ceiling?
I have always sought shelter
Built on stability and undividedness
Where love resides
Echoes of chimes and laughter
I have always wandered
Searching for warmth in strangers
Like a moth to a flame
A lost child inside a woman's frame
I have always bargained
Despite the stakes too high
With my torn edges
I'm barely worth a dime.
~ RochelleVillaflor©2012
Saturday, August 25, 2012
The Scent of Magnolia
it's too easy to walk away
leave her black and blue
it's too easy to come back
beg for forgiveness
like you care that
there's another one
on the way
like you could kiss them
aches and pains away
conceal the terror
within these four walls
you call home
it's not the same, Bill
she's not the same
she's grown a little discreet
a little cold and fearless...
but she'd cook you breakfast
just the same
she'd smell like magnolia
like the good old days
not reeking of fear and phobia
not feeling out of place
"you seem a little queasy, Bill..."
she muttered
whilst staring at him blankly
mapping out his anatomy in her head
"had the suitcase ready for your journey my dear..."
"No, hun. I'm not off to another conference."
as he looked puzzled.
she wasted no time
took out the knife
she had stashed from
her apron pocket
aimed for his throat
smiled at the look
of fear in his eyes.
"Hurting stops here. No more unborn
babies, no more cuts and bruises, no more bulimia, no more nasty names, no more."
~ beautifulbruises©2012
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
oh, me
i know i'm a bit unhinged
to be nostalgic
about my personal discord
where vulnerability meets
nonchalance
lost sense of reality
yet it's so real
reminiscent of my
deep, dark corners
my nervous breakdown.
not too long
after I let myself
crumble to pieces
I could start rebuilding
my empire
piece by piece
every little block
intricate, with such uniqueness
despite
the irregularities and incongruence
I would proudly call it my own
thick skin
resting on titanium spine
I am built to last.
~ beautifulbruises©
to be nostalgic
about my personal discord
where vulnerability meets
nonchalance
lost sense of reality
yet it's so real
reminiscent of my
deep, dark corners
my nervous breakdown.
not too long
after I let myself
crumble to pieces
I could start rebuilding
my empire
piece by piece
every little block
intricate, with such uniqueness
despite
the irregularities and incongruence
I would proudly call it my own
thick skin
resting on titanium spine
I am built to last.
~ beautifulbruises©
Thursday, August 16, 2012
i ❤ you
i love you
like sunrise
the warmth and comfort
i wake up to
i guess i caused you to grieve
i caused us to fall apart
now it's choking me
because i can't breathe without you
it's not that i can't find another you
it's easy
i just look at any guy
and i see you
I love you
like sunset
the pain and regret
i fall asleep to.
~ beautifulbruises ©
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Ana Erobic
the subtle coercion
asphyxiates just the same
the breathing room
with barely a hole in it
and a force
pulling like centrifuge
bone-dry ventricles
no CSF to fuel
my vertebrae refuse to arch
vasoconstricted, unoxygenated
inclined to squirm
my cell-mediated survival.
~ beautifulbruises©
asphyxiates just the same
the breathing room
with barely a hole in it
and a force
pulling like centrifuge
bone-dry ventricles
no CSF to fuel
my vertebrae refuse to arch
vasoconstricted, unoxygenated
inclined to squirm
my cell-mediated survival.
~ beautifulbruises©
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