Saturday, August 25, 2012

The Scent of Magnolia


it's too easy to walk away
leave her black and blue
it's too easy to come back
beg for forgiveness
like you care that
there's another one
on the way
like you could kiss them
aches and pains away
conceal the terror
within these four walls
you call home
it's not the same, Bill
she's not the same
she's grown a little discreet
a little cold and fearless...
but she'd cook you breakfast
just the same
she'd smell like magnolia
like the good old days
not reeking of fear and phobia
not feeling out of place
"you seem a little queasy, Bill..."
she muttered
whilst staring at him blankly
mapping out his anatomy in her head
"had the suitcase ready for your journey my dear..."

"No, hun. I'm not off to another conference."
as he looked puzzled.
she wasted no time
took out the knife
she had stashed from
her apron pocket
aimed for his throat
smiled at the look
of fear in his eyes.
"Hurting stops here. No more unborn
babies, no more cuts and bruises, no more bulimia, no more nasty names, no more."

~ beautifulbruises©2012









Wednesday, August 22, 2012

oh, me

i know i'm a bit unhinged
to be nostalgic
about my personal discord
where vulnerability meets
nonchalance
lost sense of reality
yet it's so real
reminiscent of my
deep, dark corners
my nervous breakdown.
not too long
after I let myself
crumble to pieces
I could start rebuilding
my empire
piece by piece
every little block
intricate, with such uniqueness
despite
the irregularities and incongruence
I would proudly call it my own
thick skin
resting on titanium spine
I am built to last.

~ beautifulbruises©



Thursday, August 16, 2012

i ❤ you



i love you
like sunrise
the warmth and comfort
i wake up to

i guess i caused you to grieve
i caused us to fall apart
now it's choking me
because i can't breathe without you
it's not that i can't find another you
it's easy
i just look at any guy
and i see you

I love you
like sunset
the pain and regret
i fall asleep to.

~ beautifulbruises ©